Happy belated birthday yufei.
Went to fei's birthday party earlier, reached home about 5+. Bathed and slept at 6+, woke up at 1+. Lazy post about yufei's party le, i guess others are posting it too. Just blog-hop abit and you'll know what happen. (:

Alrights, ppl are drinking to numb themselves. To me, i know they got problems, but drinking never helps. Maybe for a moment but the after-effect will cause more problems than what you think. See-ng my friends getting drunk one after another. Guess what? I want to drink too. I want to numb myself, but i know it doesn't help. Sighhs. Same as all of you, i have my problems too. I may look cheerful on the outside but in fact, i'm on the verge of breakdown. I miss her, no doubts. Anyway, for people like yongquan(especially), harry , chenjun, even chenghan. I guess they will understand it too. It is really very xinku. Yeah, i want her back. But i doubt she would even remember me? Sorry for being so emo and sorts, but i kept this for around 8 months already. I wanna let it all out, to make myself feel better.

I need a knife. Or a blade. Just sharp edges will do. Enough to slice through my skin, to my flesh. I cant find ways to relieve myself anymore. Although having heart-to-heart talk does help a little, it still cant bring her back. But still, thanks, my friends. Having you guys around, i'm blessed.

Girl, are you happy now? How are you? Is he caring and sweet enough? Or are you single? Don't skip your meals alrights? Take good care of yourself.

I miss you, i love you.
I can't forget you,
Not because i dowan,
but my heart... Your name, was engraved in my heart.
You're too good to be true.
Too good... for me.

I'm inconsolable, i'm sorry.
Thank you for your efforts, i appreciated.

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