Time: 08.08pm
Mood: Normal.
Music: Buried Alive - Avenged Sevenfold.

Shall update my blog as promised. Alright, this shall be a random post of everything that happened to me. (:

Friends. This is for my clique, and this is how i feel. I can feel the gap within us now. And it seems like we had difted apart. Was it because of me not trying to catch up with you guys? Trust me, i wanted to, but was too busy. I don't want to go back to the past, and you guys should know. The feelings is just like, I'm trying hard to hold back but everything that happened just showed that I'm not one of you guys anymore. Examples? Like you guys not informing me whenever there is an outing. Not letting me know about the details that happened to my good friend, something that everybody elses know, but not me. I know I can't say much, you have the rights not to let me know, but I'm just very disappointed. We had been so close, so close that my life is just about you guys. Going out almost everyday, slacking outside till sunrise, so much of inside jokes, sitting around a table for hours just to thrash talk and gamble... All these held our relationship close together, making us not just friends, but brothers. Thinking back about those wonderful time we had, and comparing that with now is really disheartening. What can I do to stay in the battle? With you warriors? I have no idea. What you dislike about me, feel free to tell me, and i will try my very best to salvage, this relationship of 11 of us that is now falling apart. There is so much feelings inside me that couldn't be converted to words. Just hope you guys understands what is torturing me.

Friends / Brothers?
I don't want it to end like this.

Labels: darryL . ™ (: