Happy belated birthday yufei.
Went to fei's birthday party earlier, reached home about 5+. Bathed and slept at 6+, woke up at 1+. Lazy post about yufei's party le, i guess others are posting it too. Just blog-hop abit and you'll know what happen. (:

Alrights, ppl are drinking to numb themselves. To me, i know they got problems, but drinking never helps. Maybe for a moment but the after-effect will cause more problems than what you think. See-ng my friends getting drunk one after another. Guess what? I want to drink too. I want to numb myself, but i know it doesn't help. Sighhs. Same as all of you, i have my problems too. I may look cheerful on the outside but in fact, i'm on the verge of breakdown. I miss her, no doubts. Anyway, for people like yongquan(especially), harry , chenjun, even chenghan. I guess they will understand it too. It is really very xinku. Yeah, i want her back. But i doubt she would even remember me? Sorry for being so emo and sorts, but i kept this for around 8 months already. I wanna let it all out, to make myself feel better.

I need a knife. Or a blade. Just sharp edges will do. Enough to slice through my skin, to my flesh. I cant find ways to relieve myself anymore. Although having heart-to-heart talk does help a little, it still cant bring her back. But still, thanks, my friends. Having you guys around, i'm blessed.

Girl, are you happy now? How are you? Is he caring and sweet enough? Or are you single? Don't skip your meals alrights? Take good care of yourself.

I miss you, i love you.
I can't forget you,
Not because i dowan,
but my heart... Your name, was engraved in my heart.
You're too good to be true.
Too good... for me.

I'm inconsolable, i'm sorry.
Thank you for your efforts, i appreciated.

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Sweetheart,

I miss you.

I miss you.

I miss you.

Were the last words that i wrote for you, enough to tell you how i feel?
I still miss you, i still love you. I still want you, i still need you.
Or am I just a silhouette that past by your life.
Take good care of yourself.
I love you and goodbye.

For my dearest love,
K-

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hey peeepos, back from slacking with yufei zankai and kevin.

Was discussing about playing one new game together. Yeah, damn interesting. Watched a trailer about w3k and was quite interested about it. Maybe ltr discuss with them again. Hahahs.

Gonna ton today? Aiya, i everyday also 4+ 5 den sleep, all also counted as ton le. Lols, so tomorrow any activities? Bored bored and bored~

Anyway, i wonder if she's doing fine. Damn long nvr really talk to her already. Of course shes always in my heart. But i decided not to bother her and interup her life, so i guess i shall stop here. And again, i miss her. Yeap, but it shall again, remain in my heart. Take good care of yourself silly. (:

Okays, stopping here. My throat's getting dry and i'm coughing like nobody's business. Shit, the bbq how? Lets see how it goes.

Goodnights peeps. Have an early night.

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Hey guys, i'm back. I just woke up!! HAHHAHAHAA.

Okay, yesterday went to play pool with zankai kevin and chenghan. After that, meet yongquan at 188 bball court and played basketball. Muhahahahas. Zankai went off for his LRT and he realise it is closed. LOL. Yongquan also went off after that and i called yufei down.

Now left me chenghan yufei and kevin. Woooots. Played 'True or Dare' but only got true. Hahahhahas, know lots of things from this 3 peeeeeps and they know lots of things about me tooo. *It was because i damn suay. ==* Hahahhas, yeap. Played till 3+ and yufei went off. Kevin cabbed home and chenghan cycled me home. FUN FUN FUN!! ;DDD

So reach home + bathe all this should be around 4+ den sleeeeep. Yeah, so late sleep again right? Dun laugh, cos i am sick now. LOL. Throat infection + running nose. Goddamnit. Neverminds. Now nothing to do and so posting!~

Alrights, ending here. Hope that everyone could stay in contact and may all problems be sorted out. Since the chapter is already ending yeah? Hahhahas.

All the best to all for 12 january 2010. ^^

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Back from Harry's house! Haaahahahhas. Stayed over at his house with yufei chenjun and choonkiat. WHeeeeee, fun time! Yongquan went off first, siannnnn. Lols, and after that we went to Jalan Kayu for breakfast. Now back home and just done bathing. Second day nvr go home sleeep. hahahahahas. Yufei, now wanna go whoseeee house to stayover? LOL. Quickly decide and call me!! I'm on for everything. Hhahhahahahhahahaaahahhas. Fun fun! xD

Gonna go sleep sooon. Hmmms, i will not on Silent mode. Any outings or what just text / call me yeah. Goooodnights. ^^v

Shall update at night. Provided i went out again. ^^v

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Wheeee, back from Hotel stay. Hhahhaas, tired la, no doubts. ==

Okay, starting was Prom night. Thanks to Cj's dad for fetching us go, and we had fun there. It started off well and ended like shit, thanks to some idiots. == Yeah, after that followed Melvin and co. to orchard road for shopping and stuffs, in the end was just strolling around. Ended up buying alcohol thanks to Andy. Reached the Hotel and started drinking. ~

I was drunk at first, all was drunk including Melvin, chenghan, raphael. But we managed to suppress it and left 3 ppl drunk, namely Yufei, Mac and joey. Joey was the most troublesome one. *Lazy to further elaborate*. Mac was just crying herself out, while yufei was walking around talking nonsense. LOL. Yufei was the cutest of all. Hhahahhas. Anyway, can see that yufei got some problems, so YUFEI!! FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME FOR A HEART TO HEART TALK!! Hahahahahas.

After that, yongquan and chenjun was worried abt us and they came to find us. So we spent our time mostly on controlling them and stuffs. Dean and co. joined us and all of us was resting in the hotel. All of us were dead tired as they were really crazy when they're drunk. Afraid that they would do something wrong, we would have to follow them all the while. After entertaining them for like 3 hrs or so, they FINALLY gotten down. Then, we rest and most of us fell alseep, except for yongquan and dean ( the 2 most noisiest ). LOL. I rested for like half an hour and started to talk and just rest instead of sleeping like the others. When its like 8 + 9 in the morning, i wash-ed up and prepared to go off. Choonkiat was not feeling well so me yongquan and chenjun sent him home first. We took cab and took care of choon kiat at chenjun's house. We left after like 30 mins. Reach home and waited for chenghan to come collect his stuffs. In the end, he left his bag here. ==

Alrights guys. Moral of the story: 借酒消愁 is seriously bullshit. Alcohol cant help but make it worst. I guess you guys should understand already.

If any of you feel bad or sad. Just contact me. I seriously don't mind going down to talk in the middle of the night. hahahahs, so dun be shy. ^^ My phone is 24/7. Feel free to call me! ;D

This shall be the most memorable Prom night ever. Like a Scar, left inside my album named 'Memories'. Hope that i can stay contact with you guys forever. BFF ! ;DDDDDD

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Wheeeee, tomorrow is prom liao. Looking forward to it. Hahahas.

Basically, went out all day and dota dota dota. This is the days after O levels. Hahhahahas.

And i really very lazy to post liao. Gonna stop here? Maybe. Shall update after Prom!! :DDD

Does we really need to dance? o.O

Hhahahhas, kkays stop here.

And to that spammer: Get a life la, you got balls you write your name la, keyboard warrior only. Retarded.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, now posting while zankai is sleeping and kevin is bathing. LOL. yeah they came to my house to stayover night because they say its too late and no more bus. ==

Anyway, today was quite fun. Watched SAW 6 with chenghan and chenjun as they came over to my house. Bought tibits and sorts and enjoyed. Its still gore, no doubts. == After that, zankai called me and sayed what jing ji shi jian. In the end is they wanna lend broom because they created a mess at the void deck. Played wax to celebrate ashley's birthday and also to surprise her. Hahhas, anyway Happy birthday ashley!! ^^v Den they went to my house loh. Kevin played dota and zankai slack around. Lols, today dunnid sleep le. T.T Can you imagine 2 fcking big size sharing a small sized bed with me? Screw them!! HAHHAHAHAHAS.

Yeah, later gonna dota with those usual people. Since i cant sleep, they cant sleep too! xDDD Hahhahahahas, waiting for chenghan~~ Yawnnnns, stupid kevin and zankai. hahahs.

Anyway, prom is coming! And alot of people dyed their hair, wooots damn cool. Hahahahs, of course i'm included. xD Okay thats all for today. I guess kevin's back sooon. It shall be a secret between us. :X Zipppped~

Goodnights and sweet dreams all! Have an early night, and remember to leave a tag! The more the merrier. Muahhahahahas, TAG HOR. ^^v

Sayo and nara ~

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Boooo, hahahhas. Highlight le, wheeeeee. :D Red is the new black. ^^

Okay, went to raph teacher's salon for trimming and colouring. Chenghan trimmed. I trimmed + highlight. Raph trimmed + dye, and same for melvin. Hahhahahs, dun call me gangster cos i'm not. == 100% guaikia. ^^

Wow, now gonna dota with those usual peeps. Hahhahas, fun fun. I love holidays!! ;DDDDD

Anyway, chenghan was late again. Damn it. Melvin was late too. Den like delay all of us. LOL. SCREW YOU 2.

Hahahas, i think thats all for today. Nothing much to post too. Looking forward to prom yeah. ^^

Thats all folks, gooodbye. :D

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Hmmms, i wonder if somebody will wear some clothes as me? If its real, it will be damn joke. LOLS. Going out sooooon. Shall update when i come back. Stay tuned. :D

Backkkkkkkkkkk. Hahhahahas. Fun day yeah.

Okay, met wangleng and chenghan and trained to orchard to find yufei and guowan. We look for them for like 45mins and we are still lost! Lost in singapore, what a joke. LOL. Okay, den yufei BTH and came to find us. Trained to Far East to look for their clothes. Choosing here and there and me, yufei and guowan just simply give comments, hahahahas. After that, saw ashley and joey. What a small world. == Then wangleng decided on his, and chenghan bought his shoes. Chenghan had an idea what to get tooo. So maybe next time we go again since i nid my pants. ==

After that, joey and ashley joined us as their clique needa go home for 'curfew'. So hanged around and walked to cinnileisure(idk hw spell ==). Wangleng went home and we fooled around and decided on a movie 'My girlfriend is an agent'. Quite funny la, ahhahas. Then during the movie got 2 person called me. Namely yongquan and raphael. LOL. Hanged around again and guowan stayed to meet his parents while we walked home.

After that, trained to compass and we splitted.~ Chenghan cycled me home and we went to rivervale mall for my dinner. Talked and he cycled me home. Hahhahahas, he borrowed history textbook from me to broaden his 'war knowledge'. LOL. Hahhahahs. Now posting and i'm dead tired. Its like slept for only 7 hours and walked the whole day for consecutive 2 days. T.T

So ... I GONNA SLEEP NOW!! :DDDD

Gooodnights peeps. I'm only taking a nap and will be staying up quite late for some 'research'. ^^
Btw, i pangseh-ed yongquan and zankai co. because i'm really too tired. SORRY PEEEPOS. T.T Promise you next time will join you all. :D

Okay, stopping here. Finally a long post, xD Tomorrow going out agn, wheeeeee can dye hair. Happy happy! Looking forward to tomorrow!

Byeee guys, sayo and nara. :D

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Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, chinese paper is down. Lols, left the last paper which is science MCQ tomorrow and it is officially the end of O levels.

Anyway, its like lots of people are not going for prom night. Go leh, last gathering le sia. Sian la.~ Yawnnnns, nothing much to post. I think many people is studying bah. Coool, goodluck and all the best to all~ ^^

Full metal alchemist is loved. <3 ^^v

Trying to keep this post longer, lols. Anyway, tag peeps. Nobody tag de leh. Dun make me close this agn. :X

Alrights, gotta goooo,
Sayo and Nara. ^^

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YOOO PEEEPOOOOS.
Now playing dota while saving time to blogggg. Hahahs, today is a tragedy larhhs. Fell down while my friend was 'longpang-ing' me. Den now leg got more scars. Damned. Then it was pain and i was like dancing in the bathroom while i'm bathing. LOLLLLLLL

Now hor, please tag more leh. Like damn ulu loh my blog. Emo~~ Oh ya, 3 more days and we're officially freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Hahhahahs, anyone wanna go prom night with me and francis? Its not nice to go alone. ;X
Interested please leave ur name. Not interested please leave a tag. LOLL

KKays, game start liao. Gotta go offf. Byeeee. :D

PS: why my post so short ah? ;X

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Wheeeee, back from bugis with francis. Hahahas, went to buy clothings and prom night outfits. Managed to find one for myself and francis bought 3 shirts too. Anyway, must thank nicholas(messy shop owner) for helping me to choose. ^^

Now francis is staying at my house till 11+ probably. Gotta watch movie already. I guess thats all. Anyway, i can help some people to choose they prom night outfits if they need help. Contact me anytime. ^^v

Alrights, still got chinese O levels and science MCQ but i guess everyone is already in holiday mood(including myself). Hahahhahs, no choice, we suffered the whole year already. Enjoy abit won't hurt right? ^^

Okays, goodluck all for your last paper. Goooooooooodbyeeeeee. :DDD

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Okay larhhs, after yufei told me to blog, i decided to blog!!

Hahhahas, O levels was quite okay, but some careless here and there. And dnt was quite screwed. Hope to score at least a B for that.

Anyway, i had been dota-ing everyday!! OMGOMG, never really go prepare for chinese. Aiya neverminds. Hahahahas.

Oh yea, who wanna dota please leave your name, THANKS. ^^

And those who happened to past by please leave a tag. Will appreciate. :D

PS: All the best for chinese O levels and Science MCQ. ^^

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