Yo, its 23.23 now. (:

Went to hougang plaza with melvin and sam to actually play pool. But we ended up in the lan shop playing dota while waiting for Ck and co. Its full house and we went to makan after that. While waiting for the person to call, we went to void deck to gambleeeee. For quite long. Maybe 3 hrs? And i won like $2 == Yeezheng joined us shortly. Then, WE pangseh-ed sam and melvin as they want to gamble. And all of them fcuking put the blame on me. Sorry i'm not Akon. == lols. Went to eat dinner and went to carpark; rooftop to gamble again. This time i nvr play, only jisiao yixiang and sorts. hahahas. Went home after half an hour. Reached sengkang and it was raining heavily. Bo bian, walk loh. Managed to avoid the heavy rain and walk to the lrt. However, cj fell down. LOL!! He was like dancing in the carpark and he fell butt first to the ground. I was beside there laughing.! HAHAHHA!! Reach home shortly. Oh ya, i saw her!! Quite happy to see her, but quite sad to see her. Idk what am i talking. Okay neverminds. ._.

Should be downloading maple p/s to play with kevin and cj. Lols. See how bah~


Thats all folks. Sayo and nara~

Christmas is coming. Any plans?

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Hey, its 22.22 now!

Christmas is coming, have you chosen your present for your loved ones? Well, i have only one in my heart, and i already know what to give already. Hhahahas. Will you be surprised? I don't know. But everything is worth your smile. (:

Yeap, woke up at 13.30 and meet zankai at 14.30. Went to clarke quay with zankai and meet raph. Hang arounded at peninsula and zankai bought a shirt and he tio scam. LOL. The shirt was actually $15 but went zankai pay money, the person said its limited edition and it became $25!! WTF? Den we managed to bargain till $22. Lawls, poor zankai. After that, i bought 2 shirts and zankai bought another 2 shirts. Left peninsula shortly~

Hang around central and just sat down and talk, enjoy the wind and chill out. Quite nice yeah. The weather, the surroundings, the feelings. (: Its better to share ur thoughts than bottle it up right? Hhhaaahahahahs. All of us have problems uh.

To couples: ' Treasure her / him while you can. OR you will regret...'

Walk to plaza singapura and just hang around after that. Played arcade, and shopped around for raphael's things. Makan-ed and trained home.

Thats all folks.
It seemed like everyone is calling me to work.
Goddamnit!

Goodbye, peepos. Sayonara~

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Hey, the time now is 00.00. Nice uh?!

hahhas, now waiting for dotaa. Bored eh? Holidays loh. Nothing to do. Dun ask me to find job or go to work. Its like, i go interview den nvr kena. Den so far away. Find also pek chek uh!! Vomit blood~

Alrights. Tomorrow going peninsula with zankaiii. Go buy thingss. Wheee!! Hahahhas. Thinking of what movies to watch later.. Hmmms. Any idea? Hahahhas.

Will you still kiss me the same. .? Just a random statement yeah, this is from the song 'The crimson' which sent chills down my spine. Idk why i will just randomly or suddenly thought of her. I'm trying very hard to control already. Wish me goodluck my friends, to forget her. However, I still wish that you can talk to me like last time. Ask me out, and slack together. But i guess its impossible. I need a time machine.. Where's Doraemon when i need him? ):

Alrights, guess most of you are already in bed or still sitting in front of the computer typing. Hmmms, for those who are still awake and will be awake will be classified in the same category as me, namely 'The owls!' hahahahs. Alrights.

Ending here. Goodnights earthlings. (:

Sayo and nara~

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Woooo, the time now is 00.00!!

Hahhahas. Damn sian laaaa. Today went to trim my hair and went to Mustafa with chenjun and kevin to buy shoee. Yawns, now my fringe damn thin. goddamnit! T.T

Yawnssss, now watching Final destination 4. I'm so used to gore shows already! Nothing to do = watch moviesssssss. If not jiu shi dotaa dotaa dotaaaaaaa. Sian die me. T.T

I really have got nothing to do already. Do what also siannnn. Lets hope that gambler faster come back and we can 'open table'!! HAHhahahahhaas. Have fun!!

Alrights , thats all folks.
Have a nice dayyy. (:

Sayo and nara~~

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The time now is 10.10pm!. HAhahahs.

Sian leyyy, nobody pei me dota le.. ): Chenghan went to taiwan, yufei went to japan. Worst is, even gamble also cant!! Choonkiat went malaysia, Clarance went Korea. AHhhhhhhhhh, neverminds loh, dota myself. Maybe call other friends go out. Hahahhahas.

These few days keeep ton outside. Everyday gamble till morning den go home. Den sleep in the morning for consecutively 4 days le. And its like 7am, 8am. LOL. Den my parents keep kb me. Neverminds, they kb chenjun also. LOLOLOLOL.

So what am i gonna do today?
Namely:
-rot
-slack
-sleep
-dota
-gunbound [sharpen my skills]
- watch anime
-watch movies
-go out
-gamble

Hmmms, lemme consider first. Hahhahas. In a good mood today.

So... Grats guys, no more emo post to read. (:

Alrights, tagg more.

Lastly, wish yufei and clarance bon voyageeee! :DDD

Sayo and nara~~

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The time now is 21.21

This post is for her. Sorry.

I've decided to let you go. I know its impossible to make you love me again. Or rather like me. You will never know, that i love you all these while. Though I managed to put it aside. Managed to suppress it. And keep it in my heart. Not letting anyone know. Its been long that I actually cried. So now, i gonna end this streak and continue posting with tears. Don't laugh at me. It's uncontrollable. People who been through this would know how it feels.

I know, there's someone you like. Or rather fond of. I noticed it. It hurts me. I kept it inside me. Not to let anyone worry. I don't need a listening ear, as it won't help at all. Luckily, theres vodka in my fridge. This would numb me temporary. At least for now. Now, i wish you all the best; for your future and your boyfriend. I may or may not exist in your life. I don't know. But you will definitely remain. In my heart, in my mind, in my eyes.

I don't know how to express this feeling by words. I only know i'm on the verge of breakdown. Despite this, i will still help you if you need. Accompany when you're lonely. And whatsoever. Its been 8 months and your scent continues to linger in my mind. I wonder how long would i need to forget you. Perhaps it takes forever? I don't know. I only know, i love you.

Your guardian angel.

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok, it's ok, it's ok-a-e-a-e-ayyy.

and Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my-ay-ay, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay, woah stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

For you.
My beloved K-

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The time now is 17.17.

Yawns. Just woke up not long ago. Gambled till morning and lost around $4? Neverminds. Just enjoy while we can.. Posting while waiting for dotaaaaaaaaa.

Idk what to post already. Idk what to do already.

Everything i do seemed insignificant to you.
Just wanna say, you are the only reason my heart beats.

Hope to have an outing later too. Chill out is better to emo at home. (:

gooodbye peeeps.

P/s: Tagg please. From what i know, alot of ppl read my blog. But nobody tag. ==

Sayo and nara. (:

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The time now is 02.02 am!

Chenghan and kevin is staying over my house tonightttt. Yeah, zankai, francis, darren and Kimberly just go. Hahhahahs.

Back from sending her homeeeee. The walk home is scary can? Got some bell sounds and the lift no light, den suddenly have agn. Wtf. ;x

The time now is 4.44am!

Okayyyy, ordered mac delivery and now jus ate finish. hahhahahahahhas.

Hmmms, girl, i just can't bring myself to hug you. I don't know why.

I felt that i have no rights to do so.
I felt that you would reject me.
I felt that history would repeat itself again.
I felt that i would get hurt again.
I felt that I'm in no position to hug you again.
I felt that you wouldn't want me again.
I felt that i'm falling back down again.
I felt that i'm Lovedrunk again.
I felt that i'm missing you again.
I felt that i love you even more now.
I felt that i want you back now.
I felt that it is impossible for you to come back to me.

Whats wrong with me?
Sighhhs, neverminds.
I miss you, i love you.
Hope that you will understand,
that the feelings for you had never change.

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The time now is 11.11pm. (:

Yawnnnns..

Damn tired, back from first day of work. Yeah, went to JURONG to work. Fcking sia, the transport there alone took us 2hrs. == So, kevin decided to give up and find another job. LOL.

Things there are basically one word, boringgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. Alrights, shall not further elaborate. I only know i'm veryyy tireddddd. ):

Alrights, now waiting for dotaaa as tmr will be a off day to celebrate francis's birthday!
Happpy birthdayy to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu , GOH KIM SWEEEE. ;DDDDD

Sayo and nara ~

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The time now is 12.34am! Another beautiful time. hahahahs.

Alrights, damn happppppy! Of course, went out with her and my friends. Basically, i asked those gamblers to come out. After a while, she asked me out too! I wanna go out with her, and i cant make myself to reject her. But since i organised an outing, i cant pangseh my friends as well. So the conclusion is... All come out together. Social what. Hahhahahahs. (:

Just sent her home and now blogging. Wooots, damn happpy. Idk how to describe liao. :DDDDD

Anyway, tomorrow working liao! First day, hope it will be fine. Gooodluck to myself.!

Alrights, another day is goneeeeeee. I wanna go out with her again!!! (:

Sayo and nara guys. ~

P/s: I love you like i've always did. (:

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The time now is 2.22PM.

If you realise, i like to post during beautiful time, such as 11.11 or whatsoever. Hahahas, alrights. Harry just left my house, and i was woke up by him. Hmmmms, yesterday went to Mac's house for partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Gambled like fcuk and i won like fcuk. LOL. Okay, here comes the classic.

First round: yufei was the banker, den about 6 of us played blackjack. The bet was like $0.50 per game. In the end, first game i kena BLACKJACK, which is 21x!! So one round i won like $10.50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOLOLOLOL. First time! HAHAHAHHA. Den they bu shuang, neverminds loh. Next round i be banker just to 'lose abit'. In the end, i be banker and i kena double Ace, which is 'banban'. And it was 3x, den it was like collect $1.50 from all of them each. So ... $1.50 x 5 = $7.50. Den $10.50 + 7.50 = $18 !! LOLOLOLOL. hahhahahaahhahha. 2 rounds win $18. Imba. ahhahahahs.

Okay, enough of gamblinggggggggggggg. Erm, whats next? maybe lets talk about her. Hmmms, she talked to me!! Omg, so happy la. Finally man! But i wanted more... ): Its normal as human is greedy yeah. OF course i want her, but it seems like it is impossible. I miss you. ):

Alrights, gonna go sleep agn! Goodnights and sweet dreams. (:
Sayo and nara~

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The time now is 1.11am.

Back from thailand; bangkok. Hahhahas, had fun there of course! Bought some presents for my dear friends, hope you guys like it. Those who dun have please dun blame me! I cant possibly buy like 20+ presents right? ;x

Alrights, had half a cup of absolut vodka and now sitting in front of the com waiting for dota-mates to get their job done. The vodka was just to clear my thoughts and keep me warm. No worries! (:

Tomorrow will be a party!! Hmmmms, before that, i've gotta go a job interview with yongquan. Was thinking what to wear sia. Hahhahahs. Maybe formal shirt + long pants? Or polo tee + berms. Hmmmms, shall consider tmr.

Yeah, I still misses her. But like how i always console my friends? I'll now tell myself that it is useless. Don't give up the whole forest for a tree? Yeah, but my face ... Neverminds. lols.

Hmmmms, back to the topic; bangkok! It is fun and the things there is cheapppp. You can like buy a shirt for $4 while singapore is like $15? And, there is lots of trannies there.! OMFG, got some is like, change body but didn't change their face. WTF RIGHT? Okay nvm. Erm, still got some interesting things like my hotel... And one more classic! When i was going home from changi airport, i took a cab and it was driving in he highway. But suddenly ... it punctured!! Den we're like carrying the luggages in the middle of highway and waving for cab. LOL. First time in my life sia.! Hahhahahahhas. Joke~

Alrights, ending here. No photos for you guys as i didn't go for sceneries but shopping! So... Goooodbyeeeee. (:

P/s: Hope my interview goes well~~

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Last post before i leave Singapore for Thailand!!

Yeah, these days are nothing special except for gambling and gambling.

Just back from gambling with yufei and zankai. Of course i won! ;X

Hmmmmms, tomorrow will be going to thailand for 5 days and will reach singapore by saturday night. (:

Peeps, dun miss me! Hahhahahahs.

Bon voyage to myself and michelle, ;x

AND AND AND,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE KEVIN!!!!

I CANT CELEBRATE WITH YOU BUT I WILL BUY SOMETHING FOR YOU!

生日快乐， 圆圆 xD

Sayo and nara!~

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