The time now is 21.21

This post is for her. Sorry.

I've decided to let you go. I know its impossible to make you love me again. Or rather like me. You will never know, that i love you all these while. Though I managed to put it aside. Managed to suppress it. And keep it in my heart. Not letting anyone know. Its been long that I actually cried. So now, i gonna end this streak and continue posting with tears. Don't laugh at me. It's uncontrollable. People who been through this would know how it feels.

I know, there's someone you like. Or rather fond of. I noticed it. It hurts me. I kept it inside me. Not to let anyone worry. I don't need a listening ear, as it won't help at all. Luckily, theres vodka in my fridge. This would numb me temporary. At least for now. Now, i wish you all the best; for your future and your boyfriend. I may or may not exist in your life. I don't know. But you will definitely remain. In my heart, in my mind, in my eyes.

I don't know how to express this feeling by words. I only know i'm on the verge of breakdown. Despite this, i will still help you if you need. Accompany when you're lonely. And whatsoever. Its been 8 months and your scent continues to linger in my mind. I wonder how long would i need to forget you. Perhaps it takes forever? I don't know. I only know, i love you.

Your guardian angel.

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok, it's ok, it's ok-a-e-a-e-ayyy.

and Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my-ay-ay, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay, woah stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

For you.
My beloved K-

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