Its 7:07 now.

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Hey all, its 2121 now, feeling fcuked up or sad? Same...

Alot of things happened in these few days yeah, guess alcohol is the only cure, my friends? Yeah, i think so too. I been through the same as you guys, and i'm still in the middle of it. I know its hard, i know its torturing. At least you guys have the chance to just drink and get drunk. Whereas i couldn't as I need to help you guys and etc. I'm not blaming you all or what, i just wished for a chance to get myself real drunk. Spill everything out and thats it. Maybe it wouldn't help but it would be better den keeping everything inside right? Hais, FML.

To my friends that just had a fresh breakup: Cheerup, there's many out there. I know saying this may be useless, but look, you cant keep holding on forever, like what i'm today right? So just try as hard to forget it when it is not as deep. Or it will be hell when it reached a stage that cant be changed. I've been through it, i understand. Feel free to contact me, for a heart to heart talk, or anything. Just 8 numbers away. (:

To my friends that are holding on for his girl: Hey, we're on the same boat. I know what it feels like. Seriously, the feeling sucks. Its like hoping for something that you cant get it. I know. Even though its no point holding on but i just cant let go, right? Sighs, I feel so lonely at times, do you? I needed company, or a shoulder to lie on, do you? I need someone to listen to all my sorrows, do you? Guys, we muz help each other to remove ourself's from this 'boat'. So just jiayou for another 3 months and we can start our life anew in poly. Make sure we stay in contact and we will organise an outing where we'll bring our girlfriends and go out together. Promise? And as usual, just feel free to contact me. I'll be more than glad to share my feelings. Thanks for being there for me, and i'll be there for you. (:

These words just represented me:
Solitary, Lovelorn, Breakdown, Sorrow, Lost, Tired, Heartbroken, Somber.
Any other ones?
Remind me on the cBox.
Goodbye, gooodnight, for good.

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Hey all, its been like ages since i last posted. Hahahhas, due to many's request, i decided to update again. :D

Anyway, its 06.06 now. (:

Speaking about results, I'm quite happy and satisfied about it. At least my hard work paid off yeah? And i applied for mostly Ngee Ann poly. Anyway, my desired course is Aerospace and i always had a feeling that i cant get in due to my results. Now, my result's qualified, and its my eyes that had been a burden to me; Colourblindness. ==
Also, hope that we can still stay in contact even if we went to different schools. Again, those who didn't did well, cheerups too. Its already over yeah? Forget about it.

Alrights, now to daily routine.
I had been playing computer all day and gambling all day.
Basically, it starts like this:
Woke up at 6PM or so, eat my dinner a.k.a breakfast.
Play computer till 9+ 10. Games includes Dota, Maple.
Go down to slack, gamble till morning. 5+ am or maybe later.
Reach home, bathe, surf net till 7+am , Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
And it starts again~

Owl yeah? My mom will say, 生活颠倒 or what, x.x

Anyway, theres this freaky spree that started between the gamblers.

It starts like this. 4 of us playing big 2 at one of the void decks nearby. Then, nothing happen and everything was fine. Then, we will be continue playing. Until like 10+ rounds, it will begin... It always begins when yufei was the distributor. Yufei will crack the cards, shuffle and open a card to see who starts first. And when he gives out. He will find something wrong such as the sequence of distributing is wrong and one of us misses one card. And that person will be me. Den all of them have the exact number of card except for me! MEANING ONE CARD JUST GO MISSING LIKE THIS!? And we cant find the card that is missing. Whats more scary is that it happened twice. First time is Spade 5 missing, the second time is Spade 10 missing. OMFG. The eerie thing is that theres funeral nearby... Omg. ;X

Hahhahahs, alrights.
Finally a long post yeah? Anyway, i wanna go tyo chalet!!! Omg, damn bored at home. Cant wait for the chalet. Hahahahahs. Will be having fun together and perhaps, our last gathering? Should be~ ):

Oh ya, i gonna go play dota liao. Stay tuned peepos. (:
P/S: I blogged liao hor, make sure all of you taggs. :X

Thats all folks,
Sayo and nara~ :D

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The time now is 00.00.

Suddenly have the urge to post. Maybe because i have a thousand words that is needed to spill it out. Nothing much these few days. Only gamble, maple, dota. Anyway, yufei's back. And, i'm scared of my results. Hope that monday goes well. ~

Speaking about school, i'm damn pissed off. Why must we cut our hair for just a result taking? Why last year sec 4s can have their hair so long? I colour back already give you face le sia. Crap school.

Anyway, i used to go to her facebook. But i always see things that i don't like. Somehow i'm in no position to say this. Just wanna pour it out. Hais, things had been difficult for me. Trying to let go, trying to forget you. Trying to be happy all day, trying to be cheerful. But it still shatters my heart when i happen to go through things about you. Such as going to places that we used to be, which made me reminisce about our past. That gave my heart a stab. I guess what i needed most is time. Or i shall go to a place, and never return. People often say, theres better outside. But to me, you're already the best. If i cant get you, how do i get a better one? Hais, why my life have to be like this?

Solitary is just the word for me.
Takecare~
Goodnights.

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