Time: 0051
Mood: Bored
Music: Not the american average - Asking Alexandria

Wow, theres actually people who still visit this dull blog and actually read the content! Kinda shocked but happy. hahah, thanks people who actually read and left a tag. (:

Alright, basically my life has nothing to elaborate on as it is jus computer, sleep, dota, eat, study. So ya, and my routine is kinda screwed as i wake up in the evening and sleep in the morning. LOL! nocturnal indeed. hahah!

Anyway, i had been hooked up to the 'Texas grand poker' on facebook and had been playing it for quite a while. And since exams are around the corner, i spend around 2 - 3 hours studying 1-3 chapters a day depending on my mood. Hahha! So I had completed microeconomics and almost done business statistics! just need to touch up on abit and memorise things here and there before the exam date. Before i forget, one of my module (itb) changed the format of the test from MCQ and Fill in the blanks to Short answer questions! Which made me goes : ' Fail already' , 'GG' and stuffs. hahahah! Fucked up man, its alot to memorise and its my worst module! Ahhh, shall spend some time studying it during the study break.!

Alright whats more to mention? Hmmm ... Oh ya, tomorrow is teachers day! So i hereby wish all the teachers in the world (Except for dog teachers like ... you know) happy teachers day! And a special one to Mr philip tan! hahah, tomorrow may be going back to Punggol secondary school to visit them but its early in the morning 9am! So i shall not say anything about my decision as i may be too lazy to go. lol!

Alright, i'm too bored to continue this! People, talk to me on msn! I'm so so so bored! And i bet you're too! *Assuming you are as you have nothing better to do then reading my BORING post* xD

Yup! So i guess thats all for keeping this blog alive as i can't think of any topics to post. I shall continue my Texas grand poker now. Hehehhe!

Remember to tag!! :DDD
Goodbye and take care peeps!

Labels: Darryl. ™ (:

Time: 20:52
Mood: Bored
Music: Dignity - Bullet for my Valentine

Blogging since i had the free time while waiting for a game. Lets chat about my life, shall we? Hahaha, this would be a happy post! :D

Anyway, its two weeks past YOG Holiday and i haven't start my revising for my final exams. Nevermind, i shall use the study break wisely. hahaha. Also, i had been rotting my days away with dota, poker cards and sleeping. LOL! Just don't feel like studying yeah? Hhahahaha.

Since i don't really have a topic to post about, this shall be a random post! Alright, tomorrow will be yongquan's birthday and we will be having a gathering! Omg, can't wait. Hahahah, gonna stay outside till morning yeah? Looking forward to it. (:

Alright, since doggy fei is watching anime and doggy han is eating, i shall do something else too. I can't think of things to keep this post any longer. Hmmms, guess i shall end here? Since nobody really read it anyway. X.X

To you guys: If you happen to be reading this, please leave a tag alright. It at least gave me a reason to keep this blog alive. Or it just seemed like i'm talking to myself. lol~

Alright, ending here. Take care all~
Good-bye~ :D

Labels: darryL . ™ (:

Time: 4:12am
Song: On top of the world - Boys Like Girls
Mood: Disheartened

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night,
you make me wanna hold you till the morning light ..

Familiar? This is a blogsong of my friend(cianyuh) that triggers my thoughts when i was passing by her blog. It reminds me of the past, and a special person.

Recently, memories about her kept linger on my mind, I had no idea about the reason too. I just want to see her for the last time, to see her smile that would melt my heart. She just disappeared from my life, no facebook, no msn, nothing .. No ways to contact her at all. Maybe you can never understand how i feel. But it is definitely not something nice. It is rather disheartening, disappointing or depressing. No single word can express that feeling.

It still seemed like yesterday where everything was just fine. Where she will smile at me and hold my hand. Talk to me and make my day. The smile i had on those days were definitely different from what i had now, thats how i feel. It had been months, or rather years, that everything was over. You do the math, i remembered it was sec three. She can remain on my mind for so long, yet others can just be forgotten on the next day. Is this the power of love? I have no idea but I'm sure it is powerful. To reminiscing everything by simple things such as a place, a song, a sentence, a smell, a voice, or even food. It is not things that can happen easily, but things that your mind and even your brain doesn't wanna let go. Just like now, I'm listening to songs that she liked and that she would listen with me which will bring my conscious back to the past, far more powerful than a time machine.

I remembered everything about you. There is no need to read it on a diary, not neccesary to squeeze my brain juice to remember. Instead, everything just flowed back smoothly, like it was locked in some part of me. Or maybe it went into my blood when my skin tore because of you. Every single thing you gave me are in perfect condition. Even a movie that we caught on our first outing, the ticket is still with me. I just don't bear to destory things that are related to you in any forms. I want to keep it safe and secure, until the day i step into my coffin.

For you:
Though we're still under the same stars, we will not be connected.
Though we're still in the same planet, we will not meet again.
Though we're still in the same century, our lives will not intercept each other.
Just like parallel lines, we will never meet.

I will keep all these precious memories with me. Something that is more valuable than the 'X' marked on the pirates' map. Something that has been long forgotten by you.
I love you.

Labels: darryL . ™

Mood: Bored, normal.
Current Music: So Far Away - Avenged Sevenfold
Time: 00.04

In the mood to post, or rather to type words into sentences. So without further ado, i shall begin with something random, special.

Life
Life is something everyone knows, or rather everyone is experiencing. People have different perspective towards life. Some hates life, some adores life , some just don't give a fuck and carry on with their life.

Why a portion of the people in this world hates life? I guess they perceive life as something boring, or rather meaning-less. Ask yourself, 'Why do you live to die?' Such as you were borned, you lived, wasted so much time, and in the end you still have to die. So where do we go when we're dead? What will be the world for us? An afterlife? Which the cycle repeats? It do sounds boring. Maybe thats the reason? Or maybe they can't get what they desire in life? Such as wealth, freedom, or even love? Some was even borned to suffer. Without some of their limps, or even lack of intelligence. I guess i've covered all the reasons?

So why do another portion of the population in this world adores life? If you notice, poor people lived happily. Why? Because their life is simple. No high end technology like computers, facebooks, iPhones . No games like dota, starcraft. No communication devices and transport like handphones, MRT. So how they communicate? Simply by shouting. How they past their time? By playing simply games, five stones, hopscotchs. How they travel around places? By walking. These are all attributes and elements of life that had been forgotten when technology improves. Countries that couldn't catch up with technology would land into the 'third world' .Where their lives would be the simpliest. Without proper clothings, food, and even shelters. And they continued their life. Whereas for humans living in countries like Singapore, with beautiful environment, well established shelters, and delicious cuisines. And yet, they hate their life. Some even committed suicide, just because they met obstacles in life. Or even their desires are not fulfilled.

Whereas for me, I belong to the category of 'I don't give a fuck, and i'm gonna carry on this shit'. Though Life can be a bitch, just live with it as nothing can be done to change the fact right? Actually, life can be exciting if you look it on another angle. So yeah, there are things i want to fulfill before my life end too. I'm not gonna list everything out and i hope that everyone out there are living their life to the fullest. So if Life is really a bitch, be a dick and screw it. HEHE! Just a joke. :D

Hope everyone will enjoy their life and take care! (:

Labels: darryL . ™ (: